Suatu waktu saya membaca tulisan mengenai ketakutan
penduduk bumi terhadap lingkungan tempat mereka tinggal. Lingkungan terus saja
mengalami kondisi yang semakin buruk, pencairan es, radiasi, polusi merupakan
masalah yang terjadi dalam ekologi saat ini. Kegelisahan seperti inilah yang
dirasakan semua penduduk bumi pada era ini. Sehingga memunculkan berbagai
pertayaan spekulasi dalam benak mereka, Bagaimana jika semua es dikutub
mencair? Mau tinggal dimana kita? Apakah kita akan tetap hidup? Bagaimana jika
dunia semakin panas karena rusaknya ozon? Apakah mungkin sinar ultraviolet
langsung akan membakar rumah kita?
Selasa, 31 Desember 2013
Rabu, 25 Desember 2013
Relationship 690 Kilometer
Disclaimer : I am bad in English, so if there is a sentence that doesn’t match please understandable.
This day, December, 25. Precisely 2 years my
relationship with my girl now. Good times and the bad times came to us. I never
have a planned to through this two years with her. I just followed the wind has
blown. We never planned about future together. I guess me and her have a great
different, i don’t mean this is about our age. Ok, she's a year older than me.
But, i mean i am too selfish. Book, music, movie and my modification bike
project spend almost all my time, but i may be angry if she not have many time
when i was done take care my job. I made a many rule of this relationship and i
am sure, it make her felt so not happy with that. Occasional certainly we fight
because it. Moreover we separated 690 kilometer distance. I am in Bogor and she
in Ponorogo. Maybe just love that make us stand.
I felt no one thing that make we both look same, she
don’t have musical taste like me. She never heard Social Distortion, The Smiths
or Velvet Underground. She was good in math and i am so bad with calculate. She
interest in traveling and i don’t, i define travelling that do by human
contribute most of nature destruction. For example they leave a many rubbish in
around areas. But she always has a many opposite opinion, she says that
travelling will make us close to the nature. But i and her realize all of them
make us learn each other, make us more mature in future.
I seldom to call her, but she’s always took to call
me twice or three times a week. To share her story to me. Although
sometimes I'm not a good listeners. And every day i always text her, ask what her
doing, remind to pray and eat and sometimes some joke. We often fight at the
telephone, about the things we do not understand. But a few moments later she
will be spoiled exceed a small baby. In a several times she was engaged me to
her university, visit her class, met her friends.
Lately somehow we do some plan, we have to discuss
about marriage, a baby, and become a family. Ok, nevermind maybe is the time to
make a plan. I’ll turn 21 several month again, and she will turn 22, on
october. We planned three or four years later we can go together tied with
knot.
Ok, two years and i still have some hope to us. I
wish we can more understand each other, i wish we can forgive and forget
each other if there any mistake. I just yours now and forever i hope. Absolutely,
I was too afraid to lose you.
And baby the last question, Are you having fun ?
Senin, 16 Desember 2013
Soe Hok Gie, 44 Tahun Sudah
Beberapa hari yang lalu akhirnya saya memutuskan untuk
mengulang kembali menonton film GIE
garapan Riri Riza. Saya kembali mengingat sosok idola saya Soe Hok Gie. Saya
rindu sosok-sosok seperti Soe pada masa sekarang yang berani berkata sepedas ‘Guru yang tak tahan kritik boleh masuk
keranjang sampah. Guru bukan Dewa dan selalu benar, dan murid bukan kerbau’.
Soe mencari kebenaran melaluli perlawanan (pemberontakan) yang dilakukannya. Saya
sempat berfikir apa yang akan Soe lakukan jika dia hidup pada masa sekarang. Tulisan
seperti apa yang akan dia hasilkan.
Hari ini tepatnya 44 tahun Soe Hok Gie meninggal setelah menghirup
asap di Gunung Semeru. Saya hanya menolak untuk lupa untuk seorang yang berada
di garis depan menetang tiran pada masa itu.
Minggu, 08 Desember 2013
Tinggalkan ini Sekarang
Saya baru menyadari bahwa Desember telah datang, dan meninggalkan November. Ini juga waktu yang tepat untuk menyudahi mendengarkan November Rain. Dan mengingatkan bahwa Desember tak selalu ramah bagi saya, kecuali bulan Desember 2 tahun lalu. Selalu saja saya akan merasa bosan melihat toko-toko yang memasang tulisan ‘End Year Sale’ dan konser-konser musik mainstream penutupan tahun. Desember selalu menyimpan sesuatu yang tersimpan rapi di pojok ingatan. Ingatan sepanjang tahun ini, bahkan yang saya ingat hanyalah luka dan kekecewaan. Mungkin saya orang yang tidak bisa bersyukur atas apa yang telah diberikan Tuhan.
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